I'm Freakin Out!

So, how's everyone doing?

Me? I'm good.

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NO!

I'M NOT GOOD! :'(

Seriously, i'm freakin out! It feels like i wanna jump right into a big hole and never come out again.

It's my LAST day in hometown. Tomorrow i'm gonna move into another city to continue my study in college. It means...

I'm leaving the 'life' i used to have for these 17 years. A life with big family, betfriends, that's it! Everything feels so perfect here, but fuck that shit i gotta move :(

I'm gonna miss my Big Time Sisters, my sweet awesome buds. Those 3 girls who has crazy mind just like mine, those 3 girls i used to hang out with for hours, laugh out loud together, PJ's party, everything...

And now i have to be the 1st person who leave.

i hate to say good bye, i don't wanna say good bye, i don't even wanna think about it!

if only i could turn back the time, or just stop the moment right here...just to have more time with my beloved persons. The best gift God gave me, bestfriends.

I'm gonna miss you guys :')